A Lonely September

im sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do
trying to think of something,
anything just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know it's not working out 'coz you're all that's on my mind
one thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind

well i didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i did
and you didnt mean to love me back, but i know you did

im sitting here trying to convince myself that you're not the one for me
but the more i think, the less i believe it and the more i want you here with me
you know the holidays are coming up i dont want to spend them alone
memories of holiday time with you
will just kill me if im on my own

i know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just cant seem to get it right
but what i wouldnt give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight

im sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar
but with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
i look around my room and everything i see reminds me of you
oh please, baby wont you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

and i didnt mean to meet you then we were just kids
and i didnt mean to give you chills the way that i kiss
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i did
and you didnt mean to love me back but i know you did
don't say you didn't love me back 'coz you know you did
no, you didn't mean to love me back
but you did