A Lonely September

im sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do
trying to think of something,
anything just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know it's not working out 'coz you're all that's on my mind
one thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind

well i didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i did
and you didnt mean to love me back, but i know you did

im sitting here trying to convince myself that you're not the one for me
but the more i think, the less i believe it and the more i want you here with me
you know the holidays are coming up i dont want to spend them alone
memories of holiday time with you
will just kill me if im on my own

i know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just cant seem to get it right
but what i wouldnt give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight

im sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar
but with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
i look around my room and everything i see reminds me of you
oh please, baby wont you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

and i didnt mean to meet you then we were just kids
and i didnt mean to give you chills the way that i kiss
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i did
and you didnt mean to love me back but i know you did
don't say you didn't love me back 'coz you know you did
no, you didn't mean to love me back
but you did

money makes the world go round

if u had a billion dollars,

(equivalent to 1000 millions = $ 1,000,000,000)

u will need to spend $27 397 every day for 100 years to finish spending every cent..!
holysh*t!! that's how much a billion worth!

currently, world's richest man is Bill Gates (again!), the co-founder of the software company Microsoft. his total networth for 2009 is $40 billion. he can afford buying a Ferrari every single day!! damn.

resources retrieved from; http://www.billgatesmicrosoft.com/networth.htm

woww! if i were to have that much money, i would fly to Utah every single day to visit my family-in-law; Archie's fam. awww aint i the sweetest daughter-in-law..? archie would be so proud of me! HAHAHAHAHA! then, i would get myself a jamming room, furnished with all the music instruments that u could find in this world! and of course, i would get myself a gaming room, fully equipped with Xbox 360 and all kinds of games. shooting and fighting ones especially, please! oh yeah, i wouldn't mind donating generous amount of my assets to the prevention of animal cruelty organizations. especially to help those poor stray kitties...

okea enough of this dream!

but one thing for sure that money cant buy, no matter how filthy rich u are, u will not and never can afford to buy

a wonderful and blissful friendship that i have with this charming people...

alhamdulillah 'alaa rahmatiika ya Rabbi

ke-sastera-an

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many happy returns

u're retarded and silly but u're my mate so im forced to love u

since today is ur birthday,

i'll be good to u & treat u nicely.. hehee~

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, SARANYA

truly contented

things been great this lately (accept that i lost another 10bucks this week. again!) and went according to plan :)

YESTERDAY after school, went to TP to meet Sukiie (finally!). Suhell was there too. Sukiie showed us around her campus and introduced us to some of her mates and her crush. yes, her crush! she has a super-duper crush on this 1 malay guy of the same course. haha she's so cute. last time in Alsagoff, Sukiie was like so decent and innocent and couldnt be bothered with GBR thingie. but now, it was like a new different Sukainah; there was this one time during lunch where her so-called 'Prince Charming' came to our table and hanged around with us. She blushed and stumbled a few words. CUTE!!

i wanted to stay around longer there but it was already 8pm and i have school the next day first thing in the morning... so, we headed home~

WEDNESDAY was another superb day. As planned, my classmates and i went to Lau Pa Sat after school. Jerome and Saranya were the hungry ghosts of the day as they ordered a lot. we didnt expect crowd there since it was weekday. contradictly, Lau Pa Sat was pretty crowded with tourists. we (the girls especially) couldnt help it but eyecandied on the hotties ones. European guys, what do u expect huh.

after makan, we strolled all the way to the Merlion, then the Esplanade and cam-whoring throughout the journey..

there was a mini performance in the Esplanade and i really envied the piano girl in the pic. she played so well!

last pitstop was Citylink Mall - did some window-shopping and i saw this one particular pair of heels from Charles & Keith which i really adore. my future kasut raya uh abeh! when it was almost 10pm, we decided to call it a day and headed home happily ever after~

more pics will be uploaded in my facebook, yaww!